To you, my room is a whole world. You endlessly float around, unable to settle. You disturb my slumber, night after night leaving me restless, as you silently go back and hide into the darkness within my room. Each morning, I search my room for you, seeking out your being, possessed by the idea of ending you, but yet I can't. You make me dread the night. I toss and turn endlessly, desperately trying to rest and finally sleep. You are my God, you control me, you control from this one point my whole life. You are my God. But still, day after day I search for your existence to remove it, night after night you come back and rule over my being and